... okay, 2009 is just absolutely NOT my year!! X.x ... actually, it's more been like the worst year of my life when you think about it O.o;; I've dealt with cancer and now that that finally is over, my body decides that it thinks I deserve to have herpes zoster (aka. 'helvedesild' or a reeeeeally bad rash) xD;; - it's the same virus that causes chicken pox and it's mostly only elderly people who gets attacked by it... you have three guesses as to how damn much it itches X.x AND it hurts too and will continue to do that for weeks, maybe months after the rash is gone... I'm actually having a hard time not to just laugh completely at everything - it's just soooo ridiculous!! xD when my doctor told me that it was herpes zoster that had spread on most of the right part of my upper body (boob, arm pit and shoulderblade) my first reaction was; ".... good thing I didn't get it while I was in chemo o.o;; That surely wouldn't have been fun!" ... and she just stared at me for a few seconds before she said she was impressed I took it so well... *sigh* I really don't want to be negative about stuff that's already hard enough to get through V.v it's actually quite simple xD;; but oh well, now I'm on some medicin and if it starts to hurt too much I've got some strong pain killers =w= it's not been that bad yet though O.o;; I'm actually a little surprised, because when I read about the rash on the net it sounds like it can make grown people cry xD;; and when my mother heard what it was she was all like "O____________O OH NO!!!" ..... so either do people complain a lot about nothing or I've gotten myself a pretty high pain tolerance >__>;;

As for recent random facts about my life:
- I just had a WOUNDERFUL week with my friends; thank you guys so much, I can't wait to see most of you to j-popcon in a few weeks and... well, I love you all very much ;O;
- Yassa will be visiting me next week and I'm TOTALLY looking forward to it!! QwQ
- I've gotten myself a small job; 12,5 hours a week n.n so now I make a little money, and it's nice... and it's a easy and good job, so that just makes it even better n.n (it's just cleaning at a school, and I'm actually getting money for more time than I spend there... no mater what I get payed for 2,5 hour each day, but I can finish in about 1-1,5 so I'm allowed to leavy by then xD it's awesome QwQ)
- My hair is growing longer and longer by the week!! n.n by now it has a length that most people think I could easily walk the streets with since it suits me... I'll probably wait a few month yet, 'cause I'm not feeling totally secure with it yet xD;; *shoot*
- I have a lot of smaller things to finish in the next few weeks, not enough to stress me, just enough, and it's nice to feel active again!! QwQ
- my arms still hurt, nothing new there =w=;;

Hmmm, I don't think there's anymore to say now xD;; I hope you're all doing well and be sure to not catch a cold now that the weather is changing a lot xD;;